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holla!@#% i woke up at noon this morning. stupid lily came into my room & was like, "DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS?" i was like um.. looks at clock.. yes. & she's all like, "GET OUT OF BED! YOU'VE BEEN SLEEPING TOO LONG!" goddammit. can a person get any sleep around here when she wants it? jeezis. at 2, i went to my sat prep course (cheers) and it went until 430. that class makes me so sleepy. when i got out, my mom brought me to cohoes & we went shopping for about 2 hours. i got a pretty white nine west purse & a watch <3 they had these black timbs there, shit they were so fucking hot. my mom wouldn't let me get them though because she's like, "you already have a pair of timberlands." i was like ok whatevs lil.
i called my friends to see what was going on & low & behold they're out together without me. i was talking to lauren yesterday & she was like we can go to david's bridal tomorrow & try on prom dresses! i was like yeahh!! and then today they went without calling or letting me know. don't you love it? then i asked them where they were & they said they were at panera.. and i was like oh! i'm really close.. i'm at cohoes. and they were like, we finished eating already. ha, thanks guys ;* i love you too! they kept saying they'd call me back whenever i called them & they never did. then they were driving around & now they're at jon keller's house hanging out. i was like ok. they have to be leaving soon though because meaghan can't drive past 9. it makes me so mad. i was about to cry today while they were talking to each other in the background & laughing. it's good that i'm with them you know, and they really do include me in things again. i thought they were going to call me more often now. whatever, i'm so sick of it. they haven't even fucking figured out plans for tonight. they said they were going to call me back... but they didn't. i've been waiting for awhile now.
p.s. rob, i fucking know how you feel. my friends act like that all the time & i hate it. i hate being left out of everything, they obviously don't know how it feels because they're always together. i'm glad i have someone who cares.
i called my friends to see what was going on & low & behold they're out together without me. i was talking to lauren yesterday & she was like we can go to david's bridal tomorrow & try on prom dresses! i was like yeahh!! and then today they went without calling or letting me know. don't you love it? then i asked them where they were & they said they were at panera.. and i was like oh! i'm really close.. i'm at cohoes. and they were like, we finished eating already. ha, thanks guys ;* i love you too! they kept saying they'd call me back whenever i called them & they never did. then they were driving around & now they're at jon keller's house hanging out. i was like ok. they have to be leaving soon though because meaghan can't drive past 9. it makes me so mad. i was about to cry today while they were talking to each other in the background & laughing. it's good that i'm with them you know, and they really do include me in things again. i thought they were going to call me more often now. whatever, i'm so sick of it. they haven't even fucking figured out plans for tonight. they said they were going to call me back... but they didn't. i've been waiting for awhile now.
p.s. rob, i fucking know how you feel. my friends act like that all the time & i hate it. i hate being left out of everything, they obviously don't know how it feels because they're always together. i'm glad i have someone who cares.