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So, at the advice of the lovely Basje and the sympathy from Terbear I've decided to entertain and pamper myself without annoying my husband with neediness ( ... )

Me = looks up how to give a relaxing back/foot/face massage. Gives my husband two a month ( ... )

For the last week I've been a complete insomniac. Considering the fact that I'm somebody who doesn't function properly without her allotted 12 hours of sleep, this is really getting to the point of extreme annoyance.

It always happens the same way: I fall asleep at 8PM to prepare myself for getting up at 4AM. I sleep for two hours, maybe two and a ( ... )

Some Music videos that inspire me:

Christina Aguilera "Fighter"
P!nk "Sober"
Adele "Rolling in the Deep"
Rihanna "Disturbia"
Marilyn Manson "The Nobodies"
TOOL "Sober"

Words that make me feel better and imagine better times ( ... )

Alright.. it's now 7:00 PM ( ... )

So I was reading on water fasting and it suggested "preparing" yourself for a longer fast by fasting for only 24-hours the first time as well as not eating sugars, greases or caffeine to make the "actual" fast easier. So I consider this my 24-hour fast ( ... )

So as my vow of silence ends, I've decided to take up a new one ( ... )

Into day three... my family is already giving me trouble about it ( ... )

So I'm now into day two of my Vow of Silence, I believe I'm doing exceptionally well. I messed up one major time last night. My husband and I were going to take a shower and I was going to leave the bathroom door open an inch so that the kittens could get in and out at their own leisure. So I went into Keaton's room to tell him we were going to ( ... )