August, November, August, April, August, September, August
Another tragic story is unfolding and how many times in the past has someone treated me the way I didn't feel I needed to be treated? It doesn't necessarily mean forwardly that they are treating me badly, but indirectly.
Not returning calls, avoiding discussions, overly empathetic with emotions then shutting them down, lying, general avoidance...
These situations happen on the third week.
Meet, begin talking... I am very reserved.
Hang out and chat a lot, they become emotions, I begin to relax with advice from friends.
Sex or no sex depending on who it is, then the whole drop off in communication.
I have told myself that its their life stress that is causing an interference. Well, it's not, and it's better not find out those reasons why everything seems to be reverse of the "emotional high of getting to initially know each other." Trying to figure those out will set the path towards inner desolation and turmoil. It's better to just say you had a friend, and forget everything ever happened.
Not returning calls, avoiding discussions, overly empathetic with emotions then shutting them down, lying, general avoidance...
These situations happen on the third week.
Meet, begin talking... I am very reserved.
Hang out and chat a lot, they become emotions, I begin to relax with advice from friends.
Sex or no sex depending on who it is, then the whole drop off in communication.
I have told myself that its their life stress that is causing an interference. Well, it's not, and it's better not find out those reasons why everything seems to be reverse of the "emotional high of getting to initially know each other." Trying to figure those out will set the path towards inner desolation and turmoil. It's better to just say you had a friend, and forget everything ever happened.