birth

Feb 08, 2010 16:10

I had to have some kind of surgery and I was thinking about how I was probably going to die under the anesthesia and then be reborn without knowing that I had died, and I had this really intense moment of realizing how HORRIBLE birth must be for babies, squashed, in a dark place, a little bit unable to breath.  I remember thinking about how horrible those hours before I was born were going to be, dark place to dark place.

Anyway, it was some surgery I HAD to have, whatever it was.  I think I was at a university that had a hosptial attached, and when i went to the doctor for my consultation, all that happened was that she handed me a stack of the Narnia books rubber banded together and said, "You've been reading a bunch of crap lately.  Read these instead."  And THAT was the surgery.

There was more.  I tried to go to some class.  I had a uniform.  I always have a uniform, heh.  And I was talking to some girls who said they wanted to see me after class, because they wanted to know how I dressed outside of school.  Strange.

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