Feb 08, 2010 16:10
I had to have some kind of surgery and I was thinking about how I was probably going to die under the anesthesia and then be reborn without knowing that I had died, and I had this really intense moment of realizing how HORRIBLE birth must be for babies, squashed, in a dark place, a little bit unable to breath. I remember thinking about how horrible those hours before I was born were going to be, dark place to dark place.
Anyway, it was some surgery I HAD to have, whatever it was. I think I was at a university that had a hosptial attached, and when i went to the doctor for my consultation, all that happened was that she handed me a stack of the Narnia books rubber banded together and said, "You've been reading a bunch of crap lately. Read these instead." And THAT was the surgery.
There was more. I tried to go to some class. I had a uniform. I always have a uniform, heh. And I was talking to some girls who said they wanted to see me after class, because they wanted to know how I dressed outside of school. Strange.