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man, today i saw lani's post and i remembered a picture of me taken backstage during high school, when my hair was all curvy so it must have been sophomore year.
god damn, i was beautiful then.
the light in my eyes, just the smile i had on my face...it said "here, this is where i belong, people love me and i know it". those were very special days.
hair is so important to me. it says a lot to me, i think it's even what my lit comparison paper might focus on. guess i'll know for sure soon, since i write it tomorrow/today.
mark may still call tonight. but i think i'll lie down anyways. i got to spend last night with him, so i won't feel deprived if i can't see him tonight.
yeah, i know i said he left me, but, uh, it didn't really take. so whatever. i stopped worrying about it almost immediately. probably cuz he called me 3 times the next day. i dunno, there have been times when i've been worried that he was losing interest, but it's been made obvious that it wasn't the case. can't do anything else but take the lady at his word, and if he wrongs me, then i'm wronged and that's that. he's a good one. i like to give him me.
i have wiiings!
so, you all know that i don't live here anymore, right? i live at grannyglasseye now. a bit of this is crossposted there, just to help you find your way.
god damn, i was beautiful then.
the light in my eyes, just the smile i had on my face...it said "here, this is where i belong, people love me and i know it". those were very special days.
hair is so important to me. it says a lot to me, i think it's even what my lit comparison paper might focus on. guess i'll know for sure soon, since i write it tomorrow/today.
mark may still call tonight. but i think i'll lie down anyways. i got to spend last night with him, so i won't feel deprived if i can't see him tonight.
yeah, i know i said he left me, but, uh, it didn't really take. so whatever. i stopped worrying about it almost immediately. probably cuz he called me 3 times the next day. i dunno, there have been times when i've been worried that he was losing interest, but it's been made obvious that it wasn't the case. can't do anything else but take the lady at his word, and if he wrongs me, then i'm wronged and that's that. he's a good one. i like to give him me.
i have wiiings!
so, you all know that i don't live here anymore, right? i live at grannyglasseye now. a bit of this is crossposted there, just to help you find your way.