Why
I thought that I have been happy for the last 8 and a half months, but honestly I don't know anymore. I mean I love her, but I just don't know if Ilove her like that. I don't know but I do believe that I still have feelings for someone in that way. It doesn't matter if I haven't talked to her in a year or in a week everytime I see her my feelings come back, I remember all the times we had, good and bad, but I just wished I could really figure things out. I have found that a couple quotes from Chuck Palahniuk to be true, "It's funny how you never think about the women you have had, it's always the ones that get away from you that you can't forget" "If you don't know what you want, you end up with alot you don't"