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Well I haven't posted in A while. Things haven't been going all that well. I really wished I could find someone who actually cared for me the way I did them. I wished I had someone who I loved and who loved me. This time of the year is suposed to be the happiest time of the year, yet it isn't. It can be fun at times, but for example this weekend, my uncle came into town with his girlfriend, and don't get me wrong, I'm very happy for them, but it makes me feel bad, because I don't have someone there in my life, I don't have someone who loves and cares for me in that way, and to be totally honest that is what I want. I love my friends, and I love my family,and i would do absolutly anything in the world for them, and they all care for and love me as well, I just really want someone in my life who makes me happy. I want A relationship, not a girl who just wants sex and considers that a relationship, and I don't want someone who says that they want a relationship, yet they just use you, I want to find someone, who will be there, who will help me in tough situations, and I do the same for them. I guess I am just rambling on at this point, sorry for all of you who read this.
I love you all.
I love you all.