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Dec 01, 2005 22:50

I need to change my dating style, or something. There are a few things I need to change. I really need to stop getting crushes on girls like crazy. I need to learn how to get over crushes. I need top figure out what I really want in a girl. I need to be willing to put myself out there and take chances.

I asked out a girl the other day, she said that we could go out, but just as friends. That actually really sucks. Because of course I'll say that's okay, but it's really not. I'll still want it to be more than just a hang out as friends. But this is what I'm talking about. I'm not sure what I should do in this situation, but I'm going to try to handle it in a new way than I normally would, because I need to find the right thing.

I also think I'm going to attempt some real life changes. I have no study skills at all, I really really need to work on that. The fact that I can easily get A's in all my classes with out doing anything (ANYTHING) at all, is ruining me. And I can tell that it's quickly going to get harder and I need to be able to pick up on my slack or else I'm not going to be getting all A's for much longer. I also need to figure out how to manage my free time better. I have so many things I want to do in my life, but I ussually just watch TV. I think I'm going to start forcing myself to get up sometime between 6-7 every morning in an attempt to get more done in the productive day. My mom will have to help with that one.
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