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My life is truly a mess right now. I'm not saying my life is bad, but it's all such a blur, it's just so hard to keep track of everything. school, work, my life, my social life, my money, moving, friendships, love affairs... I think I have it all together, but I'm far from it. Every day I realize that I'm slipping just a little bit more in everything. Every class gets a tiny bit harder. Every friendship gets squeezed a little more out of my life. Money is disappearing with only visions of future pay offs keeping me moving. All the things that I want to do for myself quickly fall to the side as I certainly don't have time for extras. And to say that I even had any kind of love life to be slipping away would be a joke.
I want to be this person that I don't have the will or drive to be. But I refuse to give up or give in, but I'm not doing the extra bits that I need to do.
...I watch 3-4 hours of TV a day...
I want to be this person that I don't have the will or drive to be. But I refuse to give up or give in, but I'm not doing the extra bits that I need to do.
...I watch 3-4 hours of TV a day...