for once, and entry not quite as cryptic as those in the past
I've been having strangely vivid and creative[because the environments in them are things I've never seen] dreams for the past few days. The one last night involved my casting in a Westfield theatre production past my graduation...I remember something about it hinted it was Westfield though the stage was huge and something I had never seen before and unfamiliar faces. I remember there was some sort of slaughter backstage during a rehearsal while I was hiding and bloody high school kids were falling left and right. Fucking bizarre.
In another, Steve blew something up at a construction job killing himself and 42 other people. I woke up from the dream within the dream and had this other guy's phone that looked like mine...I panicked and talked to Alex online to find it was all real. Of course, then I really woke up and had a missed call from Steve and mascara tracks running down my cheeks. I had actually cried in my sleep.
The third was really lighthearted and fun with a new friend Robert I met recently...except the entire environment of the dream was unrealistic and false. It was as though we were both still in high school and living a normal life if neither of us found vices and lived in soccer mom families. We were in a huge house, wrestling, joking around with a bunch of friends and siblings that don't exist in real life. The dream was awesome, but made me sad to wake up from it.
That's all for recent dreams...I've been really out of it when it comes to life itself. I'm fighting a battle in my head over someone I'm not always attracted to but really cares for me and respects my interests though he doesn't share them...between someone else I find strangely incredibly attractive, shares my interests,seems like an absolute sweetheart but is a goofy swinger guy. Perhaps one day I'll find the best of both worlds, hahaha.
In other news, Chris and I dressed up as Sid and Nancy the other night for a costume party. Unfortunately, there are only pictures of him floating around on amy's phone, so I suppose we'll have to do it again sometime...but it was fucking sweet. Only problem we had, when Chris wandered off, it wasn't noticeable I was wearing a costume and people often gave my uncovered arms laced with fake track marks strange looks as they passed by ;) It was a fun night overall. I thought I'd toss it in livejournal so Laura could have a good laugh :)
In another, Steve blew something up at a construction job killing himself and 42 other people. I woke up from the dream within the dream and had this other guy's phone that looked like mine...I panicked and talked to Alex online to find it was all real. Of course, then I really woke up and had a missed call from Steve and mascara tracks running down my cheeks. I had actually cried in my sleep.
The third was really lighthearted and fun with a new friend Robert I met recently...except the entire environment of the dream was unrealistic and false. It was as though we were both still in high school and living a normal life if neither of us found vices and lived in soccer mom families. We were in a huge house, wrestling, joking around with a bunch of friends and siblings that don't exist in real life. The dream was awesome, but made me sad to wake up from it.
That's all for recent dreams...I've been really out of it when it comes to life itself. I'm fighting a battle in my head over someone I'm not always attracted to but really cares for me and respects my interests though he doesn't share them...between someone else I find strangely incredibly attractive, shares my interests,seems like an absolute sweetheart but is a goofy swinger guy. Perhaps one day I'll find the best of both worlds, hahaha.
In other news, Chris and I dressed up as Sid and Nancy the other night for a costume party. Unfortunately, there are only pictures of him floating around on amy's phone, so I suppose we'll have to do it again sometime...but it was fucking sweet. Only problem we had, when Chris wandered off, it wasn't noticeable I was wearing a costume and people often gave my uncovered arms laced with fake track marks strange looks as they passed by ;) It was a fun night overall. I thought I'd toss it in livejournal so Laura could have a good laugh :)