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he still hasn't called...
and although I didn't want to I called his mom to try to get a hold of him.
But no ones there.
Which I was glad,
cause this really is his problem...
and he needs to get off his ass and do something about it.
He's probably at band practice...
And not that I don't want to see him on Wednesday,
cause I do...
But I'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up...
cause if he changes his mind or if Anthony changes his mind...
I'll be crushed...
I mean it is MY birthday...
Shouldn't I be able to have one day this month where I'm at least a little happy?
If Anthony shows up at Arby's or just in Bangor on Wednesday...
You might here of it on the news...
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and although I didn't want to I called his mom to try to get a hold of him.
But no ones there.
Which I was glad,
cause this really is his problem...
and he needs to get off his ass and do something about it.
He's probably at band practice...
And not that I don't want to see him on Wednesday,
cause I do...
But I'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up...
cause if he changes his mind or if Anthony changes his mind...
I'll be crushed...
I mean it is MY birthday...
Shouldn't I be able to have one day this month where I'm at least a little happy?
If Anthony shows up at Arby's or just in Bangor on Wednesday...
You might here of it on the news...
<333