Hahaha....
I haven't been to this website in the longest. Today was interesting in that I hung out with someone I hadn't in a really long time. That Erika chick who's been out of the picture so long? Well, she's back, and I went on a double date with her and Matt and Josh. It's been a strangely good day. Maybe I just needed to finally realize that I didn't need her to be happy... and that I really don't need anyone to be happy. I think this is one of the first years that I'm perfectly content to be alone and thinking... or, you know, just zoning out in fron tof the TV. But I'm not so afraid of being alone anymore. It doesn't change the fact that I don't want to be growing up as fast as I feel I am, but it's.... different at the very least. I want more sushi. It's filling.