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[hardkorerussian]

hey. Jeannine, who didn't update in a while, too, inspired me to actually update this thing... I'm sorry my last entry was so horrible. I just let me feelings bottle up sometimes and when I decide to share them, it blows up in other peoples faces. My life is a lot better since that episode. I'm turning 21 on Thanksgiving, so that should be really interesting... I don't know what I'm doing yet, I might go to Buddy Clarks in Dunmore since it's the only place that I k now that doesn't card, (or doesn't card often). Seriously, anyone can pretty much get in, and I don't have a lot of 21 year old friends yet, so I want to actually enjoy my birthday with all of my friends. Um... nothing really exciting happened, I'm at school, with a lot of work, and I pretty much live in the studios, so my life is very very boring. Graphic design is going okay; Dave seems to like my stuff, and I've been getting really good grades,and for photo... well that just sucks. I have so much work to do and absolutely not enough time to do it. I don't know why the hell I'm taking color photo next semester... I think I'm subconsciously trying to kill my self. ARGH. And I'm taking graphic design 2, so we'll probably do more advance things.... I don't know, I'm kinda worried for next semester, but oh well, Drake likes to control my life, and pretty much orders me to take classes, so me being the push over I am, listens.

My mom is really enjoying her new home. I guess I had it all wrong... she's living in this development in Lehigh, that has mobile home in the dvelopment. I mean, she's living in one, but it's a newer one, like 2 years old or something. I guess the development has there own pool and tennis court... so it's not a TRAILER Park, which is what I was thinking, but instead is something very nice. (Thank God)

um, well, that's pretty much it. THanks for reading this peace of crap.

:)