end of the old and hopefully positive with the new.
Well, its the day after Christmas, and I am of course up early. I hate it when I do that.. I was up at 5 am this morning.. Anyway... So today is a new day and a day for changes... Why wait until January 1st?
I should have broken it off with my BF today. He blew off my birthday, and blew off christmas.. Its obviously he isn't in to this relationship as I am.. Maybe its the fact that he is older. Or maybe its the fact that he has yet to settle down. I don't know either way. I know that there are things that I want and I know that they aren't there.. I don't want to be the only one caring. It isn't right. I know he cares about me.. But I don't believe it is on the same level as I do for him.. and I thought initially, that maybe it would change, but we should never wait this darn long for something to change.. or a person to change, because... they don't...
Well my tea kettle is boiling, better go get it.. I will be back later. :-)
Peace and blessings to all.
Nat
I should have broken it off with my BF today. He blew off my birthday, and blew off christmas.. Its obviously he isn't in to this relationship as I am.. Maybe its the fact that he is older. Or maybe its the fact that he has yet to settle down. I don't know either way. I know that there are things that I want and I know that they aren't there.. I don't want to be the only one caring. It isn't right. I know he cares about me.. But I don't believe it is on the same level as I do for him.. and I thought initially, that maybe it would change, but we should never wait this darn long for something to change.. or a person to change, because... they don't...
Well my tea kettle is boiling, better go get it.. I will be back later. :-)
Peace and blessings to all.
Nat