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Still happy with Cameron .. Still have compassion for Matt... Still pissed at my dad . ... and my stepmom.. brother.. More people... Still miss Nate.. Still hoping Cameron can come up .. still trying not to get my hopes up with that...Still confused about what Cameron said last week.. Still glad I have awesome friends.. Still want to hang out with Matt more... Still guilty about ditching my friends in Portland.. Still don't like drama.. Still cold.. Mixed feelings.
Making so many friends.. found another person who works at cold stone... eh.. took my english midterm today.. I think I did pretty good. It was just an in-class paper. Easy for me.. My classes are so freaking easy.. I have hardly any homework.. I already am VERY familiar with everything we're covering in English.. I wish everyone could test higher in english for the placement testing.. Grr. I wish that I hadn't forgotten my hotmail email address.. if anyone knows, please tell... God damn. I wish... I wish wishes came true. I wish that with or without you
I would do, but I dont.
I wish that I could be with or without you,
but I can't , and I wont.
I wish that every single day I could spend with you,
but I can't and I wish , but I won't for awhile.
I wish that I could live each minute with you just being with you ,
but I can't and I wont, and I wish, but I shant. and I will, but I dont.
I wish that I could be with you each second just seeing you,
but I can't, but I wish, but I won't and I shant, and I will, but I dont, but I live, then I dont.
I wish wishes came true,
I wish it every single day,
but you leave and you can't stay.
but I wish each second
that I could learn a lesson
from you.
I wish that I wouldnt die without you,
because I'm burnt without you,
I have nothing more to say.
I'm speechless without you.
I can't cope without the soap you wash my hands with, and my mouth out with
when I say something bad or unheard of.
I cant stop thinking of how it would help
if wishes weren't something lying on a huge shelf
somewhere, gathering dust, I wish , and I must
go on with this , but I cant configure, can't figure out why I can't figure of why I have my doubts
that wishes are just wishes and that they can't come true,
but I'll always know one thing and of that I am sure.
I wish wishes came true, and I wish that the wishes that I wish would come true I wish would have something to do with me and with you.
.. Shitty poem.
Love me,
Samara
Making so many friends.. found another person who works at cold stone... eh.. took my english midterm today.. I think I did pretty good. It was just an in-class paper. Easy for me.. My classes are so freaking easy.. I have hardly any homework.. I already am VERY familiar with everything we're covering in English.. I wish everyone could test higher in english for the placement testing.. Grr. I wish that I hadn't forgotten my hotmail email address.. if anyone knows, please tell... God damn. I wish... I wish wishes came true. I wish that with or without you
I would do, but I dont.
I wish that I could be with or without you,
but I can't , and I wont.
I wish that every single day I could spend with you,
but I can't and I wish , but I won't for awhile.
I wish that I could live each minute with you just being with you ,
but I can't and I wont, and I wish, but I shant. and I will, but I dont.
I wish that I could be with you each second just seeing you,
but I can't, but I wish, but I won't and I shant, and I will, but I dont, but I live, then I dont.
I wish wishes came true,
I wish it every single day,
but you leave and you can't stay.
but I wish each second
that I could learn a lesson
from you.
I wish that I wouldnt die without you,
because I'm burnt without you,
I have nothing more to say.
I'm speechless without you.
I can't cope without the soap you wash my hands with, and my mouth out with
when I say something bad or unheard of.
I cant stop thinking of how it would help
if wishes weren't something lying on a huge shelf
somewhere, gathering dust, I wish , and I must
go on with this , but I cant configure, can't figure out why I can't figure of why I have my doubts
that wishes are just wishes and that they can't come true,
but I'll always know one thing and of that I am sure.
I wish wishes came true, and I wish that the wishes that I wish would come true I wish would have something to do with me and with you.
.. Shitty poem.
Love me,
Samara