My only bummer for the day..
Dang, I just got an email from someone that made me feel bad. Because he has this suspicion that he's going to lose me, and in a way he is.. But in another way he's not, because I'm always going to be there for him. Just maybe not in the way that he'd like me to be. I don't know.. That's my downer for the day.
On the OTHER hand, however..:-D .. My mom's letting him come over for a couple days!! Freakin' yay!!!! I hope he can stay foreever and ever and eeeever. Uh, it's a song.. But still, I wish. Man, how friggin' wondrous would THAT be?! Yesss.. Oh, more bad news, I don't think I can see Paul Oakenfold on Friday, which pisses me off a bit, but I don't care that much. I mean, I get to see Nate!! I mean I like Paul Oakenfold and his music and all, but I like Nate's more and he's cooler anyway. He's the most awesomest person I've ever met. I'm so amazingly happy that he can stay.. Or, at least he can stay on my end.. I hope our ends meet up somewhere and have coffee, then we can just go and.. do stuff while they occupy themselves with each other and coffee.. Of course meanwhile Nate and I would be sneaking off and getting coffee.. By ourselves. . :-D whoooaaa talk about DEFIANCE. Hah. Rebel. Hah. I laugh.
Aaaaanyway, I talked to my good ol' friend, Aaron. I told him about paul oakenfold being in seattle, and he was like "I wanna go!! Seattle's not that far, right?" and so he's thinking of coming. That'd be so cool if I saw him.. Of course I probably won't GO.. PIssage. gr. Anyway. It's so weird because we talk like we're friends now.. And we are, it's just that.. I don't know, I hurt him so badly I think he's so amazing for even talking to me. Of course, he's amazing in a bunch of other different ways, too - he's incredibly intelligent, he has a very big heart, he's one of the sweetest people I know, and he's just.. He's amazing to me.
I (briefly) talked to the guy that asked me if I was frustrated the other day. He sounds awesome, and I love his look. That's pretty much all I can say at this point. He said he thought I was interesting.. I was like "right on".. Didn't say it, but that's what I was thinking. You know me, I'm "interesting" all right.. In my very own way, I'm "different" and "unique" and.. just flippin' strange. Oh well, I enjoy every minute of it. Well okay, that was a lie. I don't enjoy EVERY minute of it, but.. oh fuck it, my stupid overanalytical, cautious mind is working its way to the surface of my thoughts again. Damn bastardic regions of my overworked brain.
Leaving now. . . . .
Actually no, I'm not. Hah. Made ya think I was leaving!! (bummer for you you have to read more, eh?) So I've started writing some lyrics to some of Nate's stuff today and yesterday. And dude, that song he started writing for me awhile ago is freaking awesome! I want it! I wrote him a song, but it's uh.. from a long time ago.. And people change and stuff, so.. It's not me now.. So I'll either have to write different lyrics or come up with an entirely different song. Probably a different song entirely. Coming up with different lyrics is cheating. I feel priveleged. I was playing the piano today and this girl came up to me, asking me if I'd play for this deal at BCC in May. Just some background music. It's cool, though. Second day and I'm already getting offers. It would be so awesome if Nate and I could get a band together.. with Adam and Wes and James.. Dude, that'd be rad. Not so sure if it would actually work though, seeing as we all live so far apart.. So, probably won't work. Oh well. I try. Uh, okay. Goodnight... sleep sweet, whoever's reading this.. probably noone.. Good thing, perhaps? Whatever. Gone. Me. Leaving. Ok, done. Dammit, shut up already.
On the OTHER hand, however..:-D .. My mom's letting him come over for a couple days!! Freakin' yay!!!! I hope he can stay foreever and ever and eeeever. Uh, it's a song.. But still, I wish. Man, how friggin' wondrous would THAT be?! Yesss.. Oh, more bad news, I don't think I can see Paul Oakenfold on Friday, which pisses me off a bit, but I don't care that much. I mean, I get to see Nate!! I mean I like Paul Oakenfold and his music and all, but I like Nate's more and he's cooler anyway. He's the most awesomest person I've ever met. I'm so amazingly happy that he can stay.. Or, at least he can stay on my end.. I hope our ends meet up somewhere and have coffee, then we can just go and.. do stuff while they occupy themselves with each other and coffee.. Of course meanwhile Nate and I would be sneaking off and getting coffee.. By ourselves. . :-D whoooaaa talk about DEFIANCE. Hah. Rebel. Hah. I laugh.
Aaaaanyway, I talked to my good ol' friend, Aaron. I told him about paul oakenfold being in seattle, and he was like "I wanna go!! Seattle's not that far, right?" and so he's thinking of coming. That'd be so cool if I saw him.. Of course I probably won't GO.. PIssage. gr. Anyway. It's so weird because we talk like we're friends now.. And we are, it's just that.. I don't know, I hurt him so badly I think he's so amazing for even talking to me. Of course, he's amazing in a bunch of other different ways, too - he's incredibly intelligent, he has a very big heart, he's one of the sweetest people I know, and he's just.. He's amazing to me.
I (briefly) talked to the guy that asked me if I was frustrated the other day. He sounds awesome, and I love his look. That's pretty much all I can say at this point. He said he thought I was interesting.. I was like "right on".. Didn't say it, but that's what I was thinking. You know me, I'm "interesting" all right.. In my very own way, I'm "different" and "unique" and.. just flippin' strange. Oh well, I enjoy every minute of it. Well okay, that was a lie. I don't enjoy EVERY minute of it, but.. oh fuck it, my stupid overanalytical, cautious mind is working its way to the surface of my thoughts again. Damn bastardic regions of my overworked brain.
Leaving now. . . . .
Actually no, I'm not. Hah. Made ya think I was leaving!! (bummer for you you have to read more, eh?) So I've started writing some lyrics to some of Nate's stuff today and yesterday. And dude, that song he started writing for me awhile ago is freaking awesome! I want it! I wrote him a song, but it's uh.. from a long time ago.. And people change and stuff, so.. It's not me now.. So I'll either have to write different lyrics or come up with an entirely different song. Probably a different song entirely. Coming up with different lyrics is cheating. I feel priveleged. I was playing the piano today and this girl came up to me, asking me if I'd play for this deal at BCC in May. Just some background music. It's cool, though. Second day and I'm already getting offers. It would be so awesome if Nate and I could get a band together.. with Adam and Wes and James.. Dude, that'd be rad. Not so sure if it would actually work though, seeing as we all live so far apart.. So, probably won't work. Oh well. I try. Uh, okay. Goodnight... sleep sweet, whoever's reading this.. probably noone.. Good thing, perhaps? Whatever. Gone. Me. Leaving. Ok, done. Dammit, shut up already.