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Hey there world. I am incredibly anxious right now, and a little irritated, even though I know it's just me being mostly selfish. But you know, right now I DON'T CARE. Anyway, so my mom was supposed to get a surgery this morning at 6:30 AM, so I "woke up" (didn't sleep) at 5 and got ready and we drove to the hospital where we waited for 2 and a half hours, and didn't promptly find out that the doctor who was supposed to perform the surgery had a family emergency out of town. So anyway, she didn't get the surgery. My grandparents came yesterday to help out and stuff, and in a way I like them being here, but I'd so much rather be alone, or hanging out with friends. But Cameron also came 2 or 3 days ago for a surprise visit, which was really awesome and sweet of him to do, especially because he doesn't have much money; he pulled our friend Flip's arm until he drove him up here.. And then he drove back to Portland a couple hours later, even though originally he was just going to stay. And the next morning he drove back up to seattle to go to a concert..then he went back down. And THEN, two mornings after at 4 in the morning, the day my grandparents came, Flip drove back up here and picked up Cameron just to drive back to portland again. The next day(today), they drove up here again to go to Ozzfest which I couldn't go to in the first place because I thought my mom was having her surgery.. So they were supposed to stop by right after either just to say "hi" or maybe stay a couple days. So I'm very annoyed that I couldn't go to Ozzfest with them which I was planning on long before my mom knew she was having the surgery today. And then.. SHE DIDN'T!!! AAAgghh!!! And Cameron and Flip haven't stopped by yet, and the concert should have been over about 2 hours ago, and I'm getting worried... I haven't gotten a call from them, and I've tried calling them but Flip's cell phone is off or dead or something... But.. but.. &ring* Oooo, maybe that's them!!! ...... Nope.. It's my ex-stepdad calling about my little brother. Grr.... And now everyone is back from the movie. They went to see March of the Penguins.. Waaahhh, I wanted to go to Ozzfest!!!!! And I could've had I, or anyone else, known that the surgery didn't happen!! *ring again*... Maybe..? Nope, Mark's friend. .. . . WHY ISN'T IT CAMERON?! *sigh* well hey, life goes on.. But still... Another one of those times where I wish wishes came true, and that I had a friggin' time machine so that I could go back in time and everything. Well anyway.. I'm tired.. 'Cause I haven't slept for awhile. And stuff..
Good night.. For you hopefully at least.. Me? I'll try, but I'm not sure if I'll succeed. I'm just..... blah.. But I'll be okay. I just miss Cameron and I can't wait to graduate and turn 18. And I'm highly annoyed.. A little down. So yeah. I don't know.
Good night.. For you hopefully at least.. Me? I'll try, but I'm not sure if I'll succeed. I'm just..... blah.. But I'll be okay. I just miss Cameron and I can't wait to graduate and turn 18. And I'm highly annoyed.. A little down. So yeah. I don't know.