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i was doing so well. i was on my on and feeling fine and now im all knocked over again. i trusted someone that i thought i could and that ended up being a big mistake and now I feel the need to question everything and everyone. maybe i just see things differently and thats why i am constantly blindsided by the events in my life. my reclusive tendencies are starting to sneak back up on me and I am overwhelmed by basic social interactions. i dont even want to see my best friends here because it takes too much energy and i cant handle it. what the fuck. but i would like to see lindsey because it has been since london that we have seen eachother and that is just too much.
but on a good note. i danced crazy dances around the bonfire last nite and talked to this kid about my love of san francisco. and i randomly met this girl in the audience of the play i went to tonite that went to plantation and she was a Sunny Hiller and it just made me that much more excited that in a few weeks I will be back where my heart beats.
but on a good note. i danced crazy dances around the bonfire last nite and talked to this kid about my love of san francisco. and i randomly met this girl in the audience of the play i went to tonite that went to plantation and she was a Sunny Hiller and it just made me that much more excited that in a few weeks I will be back where my heart beats.