A long overdue update
Howdy,
Troubles come and they go as regularly as the tides come in and go out. To every problem there is a solution but that's where the trouble is, deciding the future. Me and Caitlin well we haven't been talking much she said that she was busy everytime that I called, I just got off the phone with her and she sounded pissed, dissappointed, irritated, just overall in a real bad mood, like she wanted me to go. Pretty snappy for her normal disposition. PMS maybe? I don't know I'm just trying to figure out what's wrong and everything. And I get to thinking about when I leave for boot camp in a few weeks if this keeps up I'll be goin single. Or I have this kinda a fear that she's gonna get to thinking with me so far away and all that this isn't what she signed on for and she'll find someone else while I'm away. Who knows what will happen after boot camp though, I don't know if I'll be shipped out to see Combat in that arab shit littered sand box called Iraq. Just some other things got to me too all those damned what if's are plagueing me again. I wrote a poem for someone very important to me and very close to me here's how it goes. I got the inspiration form a song I heard.
If the sun comes up tomorrow
And I’m not home
You’re alone
Be strong
Carry on
Carry on
I’m not gone
You’ll be alright
Tell your friends about me
Don’t ever forget me
I hope you’ll understand
I’m just tryin to be a good man
When the sun comes up tomorrow
I’ll not be at home
You’ll be alone
Be strong
Carry on
Carry on
I’ll never be gone
You’re alright and movin on
Tell your folks about me
Don’t ever forget me
Try to understand
I was just bein a good man.
The one I wrote this for knows who they are and what I mean by it. I don't know if I'll get shipped off or not and days like these I don't think I'd mind all too much. Although I'd have to go see some people I promised I'd go see before I leave, I guess what I'm sayin is if I go and don't come back, carry on my friends.
Semper Fidelis
Troubles come and they go as regularly as the tides come in and go out. To every problem there is a solution but that's where the trouble is, deciding the future. Me and Caitlin well we haven't been talking much she said that she was busy everytime that I called, I just got off the phone with her and she sounded pissed, dissappointed, irritated, just overall in a real bad mood, like she wanted me to go. Pretty snappy for her normal disposition. PMS maybe? I don't know I'm just trying to figure out what's wrong and everything. And I get to thinking about when I leave for boot camp in a few weeks if this keeps up I'll be goin single. Or I have this kinda a fear that she's gonna get to thinking with me so far away and all that this isn't what she signed on for and she'll find someone else while I'm away. Who knows what will happen after boot camp though, I don't know if I'll be shipped out to see Combat in that arab shit littered sand box called Iraq. Just some other things got to me too all those damned what if's are plagueing me again. I wrote a poem for someone very important to me and very close to me here's how it goes. I got the inspiration form a song I heard.
If the sun comes up tomorrow
And I’m not home
You’re alone
Be strong
Carry on
Carry on
I’m not gone
You’ll be alright
Tell your friends about me
Don’t ever forget me
I hope you’ll understand
I’m just tryin to be a good man
When the sun comes up tomorrow
I’ll not be at home
You’ll be alone
Be strong
Carry on
Carry on
I’ll never be gone
You’re alright and movin on
Tell your folks about me
Don’t ever forget me
Try to understand
I was just bein a good man.
The one I wrote this for knows who they are and what I mean by it. I don't know if I'll get shipped off or not and days like these I don't think I'd mind all too much. Although I'd have to go see some people I promised I'd go see before I leave, I guess what I'm sayin is if I go and don't come back, carry on my friends.
Semper Fidelis