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some times i wonder if claires even happy with me. or if she will even live forever with me. i mess up all the time, i never do anything right, every day i dont live right, i just am a complete failure. everyone knows it. even i know it. only little things make me really happy like seeing the little alien claire still ahs or seeing that my dad took my paper bench press guy out of the garbage and put it on his dresser after i realised it wasnt good art. i think those are the only 2 people who even care about me art all claire and my dad. yet i cant make either of them happy