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i just found out claire dosnt belive most things i say baout her which really hurt me and apparently when i get sad about it i make it worse. i really do mean everything i say about her and up until now i thought she trusted me enough to belive me but i guess not i love claire more than life which is why i care so much about her beliving me. i hope she can find sum way to belive me. and iv been really stressed latley it jus seems like everythigns pileing up on me and little thing get me really annoyed as far as school and chores go so claire is the only good thing i have and wen shes mad at me its really hard to handle and i sumtimes get in deeperwhen i handle thigns wrong.