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since i have another journal. i didn't see the point in updating it. but sometimes you want to write a specific entry..and you need to write it in your other for various reasons.
i don't even understand it. first off. everyone seems upset and distant from me. my own bestfriend, my own bf. it's like all of sudden they don't care. and i am left thinking WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?! i'd like to think it's not me, but one can't help but wonder if it is them or not.i am honestly so far from confused..i don't know how to interpret things anymore. i really don't. and it's pissing and upsetting the hell out of me. what happened to just being happy and staying like that for at least a day? if anyone knows. let me know. because i have no idea. eff. this.
i don't even understand it. first off. everyone seems upset and distant from me. my own bestfriend, my own bf. it's like all of sudden they don't care. and i am left thinking WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?! i'd like to think it's not me, but one can't help but wonder if it is them or not.i am honestly so far from confused..i don't know how to interpret things anymore. i really don't. and it's pissing and upsetting the hell out of me. what happened to just being happy and staying like that for at least a day? if anyone knows. let me know. because i have no idea. eff. this.