hello

Jun 24, 2004 15:50

i'm so depressed
i get so angry...like when i was just randomly smashing my fists into lockers at school. ray you remember.
i feel like taking a knife back into my shoulder.
i feel like dying. not because i want to, but because if i did then he'd understand.... and then he'd realize, and there would be nothing he could do.
i feel like crying, every second of the day
i don't want to go back to school where i get treated like shit all day.
i want to run away, but i have nowhere to go and no way to stay without having to go home.
i want to be aloud to get a job so i can take my girlfriend out to dinner.
i want to stop crying....

-dave
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