Nov 08, 2005 22:34
so yea i feel like complete idiot 'cuz i ran into Cory's car today after school. I didn't realize how close i was until it was too late and I hit his bumper/license plate. from what I hear from derek there isn't any damage to cory's car just to mine. I feel like a fucking retard and i don't want to go to school tomorrow. I can't face Cory. I feel sick and I've felt like this since it happened. All i can say is that I feel so retarded and stupid. I don't know how I fucking got my license. I can't drive for shit. I was lucky though because all the damage was on my car, not his; we weren't going fast; no one was hurt; and it was a friend so at least no police report was/hopefully won't be filed. I praise the Lord for keeping us save but I ask why he let it happen and I know I shouldn't question the Lord but I can't help but wonder why. why me? but thats just it everyone asks that question. why me? idk and I don't think anyone can answer that question. pray for me and praise the Lord with me. thanks♥