Oct 07, 2005 14:15
*sighs* man it seems like I've been doing a lot of that lately. I wish he would have just told me what happened 'cuz now I'm only thinking the worst...like usual. He shouldn't have said anything if he wasn't going to tell me the whole story. I feel sick now and I felt sick after he wouldn't tell me too. I don't like this. I don't know whether I should still go and visit him today. I don't want him to think that I'm mad at him but I do want him to realize that this is bothering me. but how? idk. beats me. I still feel sick. not a ton but just enough for me to notice it. I think I have issues and I'm sorry for making you guys read about my sad, emo, pathetic life. ok so my life isn't that bad but still I go into these "moods" and it bothers me. But writing is seems to make me feel a little better...especially if people comment! *nudge nudge* lol anyways...
on a lighter note, I got a new icon! yay me! I really like this one. eventhough I'm not in love per ce. Oh yea! and 9 MORE DAYS UNTIL ARUBA!!!!!!!!!! I'll be gone for a full week and I can't wait! I don't think I've really mentioned Aruba. Ok well its this tiny, 19 mile-wide, beautiful island and my parents have a time-share there. I went 2 years ago in 9th grade and my parents paid for everything but this time I'm paying a shit load of money to go! but I don't really care it'll be awesome! I gotta go now piggy buh bye! *jumps on table, grabs face* I GOTTA GO NOW PIGGY BUH BYE!