some kind of wonderful

[hardcorejessie]

this week was well..interesting. aside from work i've been spending alot of time babysitting houses, going on the boat, and well..just enjoying myself. it's crazy to think that last year right now i'd be recovering from one nation. what a difference one year can make. i've lost like 4 pounds in the past week as a result of being too busy and excited to put anything in my mouth..then drikning on an empty stomach. real great huh. well it's better than shuveling coke up my nose and driking myself to a calm in ordfer to fall asleep. i have to admit i miss those nights, but then again, would i rahter have those nights back..or be alive.

i brought hugh to taras party the other night..and cathy. of course eeeeveryone loved her and madew me feel likw shit..but whatever.
k cool im getting kciked outa the room.
fuck this bullshit, i hate this hosue.