May 12, 2005 22:29
i got my computer back
woohoo
my phones getting reactivated tomorow
another rediculous amount of money a mointh..but whatever. i need interaction with people. i havent been able to talk to anyone in so long. all i do is work and sleep and maybe see another human being like once in a blue moon.
cathy was here yesterday when i had a fight with my therapist and she told me to leave. so then we went to brooks to get a liughter and cathy goes "maybe if u dont buy a lighter u wont smoke" and she tried to grab it outa my hands and i turned to her and was like "im guna fucking punch you in the face" i felt bad...oops.
im trying to quit. i had 7 the other day and 6 yesterday. better than 20. n i got a mini trampoline to exercise in my room.
eh i gota go to bed n shit.
maybe i can sleep in my own room tongiht without having to sleep in stephs room. i hope so..