One of the top ten shittiest days ever.

[hardcorehedbtch]

Fuck it. Everything about today sucked.

I didnt do shit today.

I cried.
Watched tv.
Stared at the ceiling.
Cried some more.
Slept.
Made myself sick.
Kicked shit.
Tore my room apart.
Cried some more.
Scratched up my chest.
Got pissed cause I lost my wallet.
Wrote shit.
Screamed.
Smoked.
Made myself a promise.
Broke it.
Cried.
Talked to Chad.
Found out that he's "done".
Listened to him blame shit on the fact that he was drunk.
Had an anxiety attack.
Hated myself for being gullible.
Hated myself for pretending.
Hated myself for crying.
Hated myself for caring.
Hated myself for being me.

And Im still crying.