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Jesus Christ I have the jitters like a motherfucker.
I hope its just all the stress of this huge ass step im about to take, but I find myself second guessing EVERY single thing that I am about to do, including who I am about to do it with.
I am excited, but I am so scared. It hurts my heart to know that I can't just see my girls whenever I want to, and I have to start over from scratch somewhere new not really knowing anyone. I must make friends. Something I haven't done in quite some time. I have to tuck away my social anxiety and my standoffish attitude, and abandon my negativity or I am gonna be in hell down there. But I am also exited. Its gonna be new. Im going in blind, and I just hope Im not jumping into an abyss.
Insert advise here.....
I hope its just all the stress of this huge ass step im about to take, but I find myself second guessing EVERY single thing that I am about to do, including who I am about to do it with.
I am excited, but I am so scared. It hurts my heart to know that I can't just see my girls whenever I want to, and I have to start over from scratch somewhere new not really knowing anyone. I must make friends. Something I haven't done in quite some time. I have to tuck away my social anxiety and my standoffish attitude, and abandon my negativity or I am gonna be in hell down there. But I am also exited. Its gonna be new. Im going in blind, and I just hope Im not jumping into an abyss.
Insert advise here.....