May 27, 2005 01:52
Just got back from a great vacation with my baby.... we went to charlotte for a couple of days. It was nice to spend time with him, just relaxing and laughing and having a grand old time.
I cried at work today. Im about to start my period, so I am sensitive, and one of managers there pissed me off so bad, so I started crying instead of cussing her out. It was crazy, i just couldn't control that shit. I was almost hyperventilating i cried so hard. Bitch.
I look so forward to paying off my car and getting the hell out of this shit town to start over from scratch in a brand new place with someone i love. I can't even get depressed about my situation anymore, it sucks that bad. I have just had it up to my eyeballs with georgia. Anyone who wants to come spend time in orlando will always be more than welcome to come stay with me and mike and my little chihuahua. And i really hope people come visit.
My baby brother is graduating high school tomorrow. Wierd. That shit makes me feel old. I guess i wont feel really old until my little sister graduates high school, which will put me at about thiry, and twelve years out of high school. damn. oh yeah, and my little brother almost got arrested the other night, and he calls me at three something in the morning askin me to come get him, and i said hell no, im not getting involved, go talk to the cops so you dont look so guilty. and he did. Now everything is ok. But i thought my bro might be the first person to have a record. that would have been crazy.
ugh, i hate being a grown up with responsibities. when does it end? never.
so i have decided to ruin my future even more than i already have by covering myself with as many tattoos as possible. fuck it. abiding by corporate rules hasnt gotten me anything but complete dissatisfaction with myself and the world. might as well go against the grain all the way and see where i end up. at least ill look hott. to me. and to mike. and being someone that makes me happy and that mike loves....thats all that really matters in the end. so fuck you very much corporate america, kiss my ass, here is one soul you will not devour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
andrea, i miss you lady, and i miss our fun little talks about how we dont hate boys anymore...(thats still kinda weird to me) and how we know two of the most amazing men to roam the earth. I need to hear the latest and greatest so i think we need to meet up some time next week and get up to date. I love you lady luck!
I need another haircut, but i havent really got the money to spend, so i am thinking about just doing it myself. I only trust ryan from doss, but i havent got the dough to spend on that at the moment. but i need a change. i dont know, ill give myself a few more days to think it over.
i have fallen in love with a woman. her name is katheryn moenning, she plays shane in the L word, and i am head over heels. she is my perfect woman. so everyone should watch that show if you havent already, cuz its a damn good series.
thats it. im out.