Mar 21, 2005 01:16
THank you guys so much for coming out for Mike's show, it means alot that you guys did. I love you all and thank you for your support of me in all my times of need.
Hopefully Dezzi and I are gonna make it out to the Citizen Cope show on Wednesday. Anyone else who has the ability should come as well. It's gonna be kickass I'm sure, he has such a great sound, and voice.
I work so much now, it's sickening. I will have worked nine days straight before my next day off on Wednesday. But i need the hours like a motherfucker, and the sad part is, I still won't have a really great paycheck. I make chump change, and I hate it. I think when I have some time I'm gonna go ahead and start looking for jobs in Atlanta, so I'm not fucked up the butt trying to find one a week before I move into my apartment. Job hunting is just such a pain in my ass, I hate to go through the hassle. But hey, who ever said life was enjoyable? Not me. So I'm gonna look at hair places first, and if no one is taking an apprentice, then I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do. The thought of working at a strip club or some bar has it's perks (the money is pretty good) but I hate people so so so much, and especially dirty men, and I just don't think I can handle it. I just can't bring myself to smile and pretend like it doesn't insult the fuck out of me when some guy looks at me like he would fuck me right there on the spot if he could, and starts leaking stupid perverted comments out of his scandalous dirty mouth. I haven't got the tolerance for that sort of shit anymore. And so I don't know where I would look for a job. Preferrably somewhere quiet and secluded. Licking envelopes in a tiny room for 8 hours every day sounds better than putting up with idiots all day. But hopefully the hair thing will work out, and I won't ever have to worry about finding something else.
All I know is that when I am done paying off my car, and before I get the apartment, I want at least a five day vacation somewhere that I've never been before. I could already use a vacation, but I won't really have the time to until then. I hate being broke. It sucks the biggest raunchiest nutsack ever.
But I do love my friends, you guys keep my head above water when I feel like drowning. I only hope I can do the same for you.