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Dec 22, 2004 01:47

Mass confusion...how is it that some people can say one thing, then do something that completely unhinges the words they just said? How is it so hard to back up the words that come out of your mouth? I want so much to smile at the the things i hear, or read, and i do, but my smile is becoming less full of happiness, as my head grows more full of doubt. and i dont like that one bit.

Well i finished my christmas shopping, and i shopped a bit for myself as well. Why not? I have to feel special to someone, even if its just myself.
Andrea, you are my goddess. I am gonna get on my knees and kiss your feet! Oh how i love you!
Im gonna return all my school books tomorrow in hopes of making some tattoo money.
I lost my mac makeup virginity today when i spent almost thirty dollars on two eyeshadows. god almighty i need a sugar daddy. or just convince one of the gay boys behind the counter that they are bisexual.
I cant beleive its almost christmas for real.
i work on christmas day, from ten to six. rock n roll.
now im going to bed, im meeting up with chris and his little semi-adopted son steven tomorrow at little five points. then perhaps andrea and i to a party to mourn to moving of our dear friend the chad, or big guns as some of you may know him....
i seriously cannot wait for california. i need to get away. and what better place than los angeles california to go to? none that i can think of.
goodnight bitches!
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