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well its been an interesting couple of days. It's been some of the worst and the best times I've had in a long time. Saturday night was interesting. Leather chaps, alcohol, scarves, hot tub, more alcohol, and six deep in a shower. Team God. I don't give a Fuck. Abuse. Jessica Simpson edible spray. Good music. But then that bitch named reality came to torture me the next day when i woke up.
I am slowly creeping closer to a breakdown. School is making me suicidal. I am dead fucking serious, shit had better change. Soon. Mel, I will see you on Thursday. I have to tell you something too. But I'm not announcing it on this journal. It makes me feel weak, but it has to be done. It will make things easier for me in the long run i think.
I don't like feeling like this though, I have been fighting back tears all day at school and trying to maintain myself. But i dont know how much longer thats gonna work.
Well, im getting my wisdom teeth removed this friday, hope, i may come and get you if you dont already have other plans, to stay the weekend with me. cuz i dont wanna sit there all alone and in pain, and you can tell me about your weekend and ill tell you about mine. ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO COME VISIT PLEASE PLEASE DO! as long as you dont make fun of my chipmunk cheeks.
I am slowly creeping closer to a breakdown. School is making me suicidal. I am dead fucking serious, shit had better change. Soon. Mel, I will see you on Thursday. I have to tell you something too. But I'm not announcing it on this journal. It makes me feel weak, but it has to be done. It will make things easier for me in the long run i think.
I don't like feeling like this though, I have been fighting back tears all day at school and trying to maintain myself. But i dont know how much longer thats gonna work.
Well, im getting my wisdom teeth removed this friday, hope, i may come and get you if you dont already have other plans, to stay the weekend with me. cuz i dont wanna sit there all alone and in pain, and you can tell me about your weekend and ill tell you about mine. ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO COME VISIT PLEASE PLEASE DO! as long as you dont make fun of my chipmunk cheeks.