Nov 01, 2004 21:36
tomorrow marks the first day of my suspension. whatever. three days ain't nothing. i feel so relaxed right now, it's nice. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! heh heh heh.
Nate's birthday today. happy birthday Nate.
yea so, i have no idea what to talk about. i met this pretty cool sophomore today named Madie (i think?) in speech class. her speech was funny and we started talking about stuff, just random subjects and shes like "do you have your senior pics? i want to see 'em" so i'm like "ok, ill bring em in on monday." interesting, ive never had a conversation like that with someone i absolutely don't know. meh. maybe i'll ask if she wants to grab some lunch with me one day so we can get to know each other better. i am definitely in no position to be rearing up for another relationship, but i would like to get out and meet some new people, maybe get to know a few more people better. better than staying locked up my little cocoon like i was earlier. hey, whatever goes, goes. i am completely indifferent at this point. frankly, i dont care. if it goes more than i expect it to, great, if not, great too. then, the next person in line. just take it as it comes i guess.
i got Mt. Dew! and a full tank of gas! yay!
without my pain and without my depression, i have nothing to talk about! its funny! i'm drawing a blank! normally i would just bitch about jenn and all, but i'm seriously drawing a blank! YES! WHOO-HOO! my day went alright, i mean, considering that fact i got suspended and i cant go to school until monday which throws off my whole speech and all. but hey, its cool. i just felt like the dean and the bip lady thought i was stupid, when they asked me why and then kept interrupting me. lol. whatever, they'll never understand. i dont think anyone will. well, a few people. a SELECT few. you know who you are, along with my dad and mom. anyways, without anything to talk about, i guess i'm going to go to bed right now. i get to go to work in the morning. YAY!