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[hardcorebanana]

I died today, but I'm still breathing, I'm still walking
graduated from loved to hated, holding my breathe until
I know how you really felt
And if my words affend you, I'm sorry
But this is your hidden messege.
When you close your eyes, and you think of me, I want you to
know, that I'm thinking of you too.
and when you close your eyes, and you see my there, know that I'll be waiting for you
and when you close your eyes, and you see me there, and you need me, I'll be there for you
The stars will come out tonight, when they do, I want you to look at the brightest one,
and know that is the star I am trying to catch for you.

it's been 16 hours. In this time I'ved died, was born again, and discovered myself.
Thank you
I adore you.

Now for my day, it's been horrible. I cried all morning, and I will cry all afternoon, right now I am crying on my business plan.I want everything to be better.
It won't be though.
Thank you Amanda, for being here for me. I needed you when you could be here.

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^ These dots represent my heart. All over the place.