shake it off..
i`m happy to say that yesterday was 1 year for me and Charles. [exciting] so yeah..Angela slept over Thursday into Friday. we freaked out as usual and stayed up forever talking about things that wouldn`t intrest any of you who are reading this. okay..maybe it would intrest you..i dunno. so on Friday, Charles picked me and Angela up and we went to Ramsey. after we dropped Angela off at her house we went to Charles`s house and hung out for awhile and stuff. then we went to Travis`s for a while and..had fun. ;] lmao Charles "well Cait..happy anniversary." good times let me tell you. haha. then we took Travis with us and went back to Charles`s house to get money and pretend we were going to go see a movie. we went to Burger King and then Terry met up with us and we drove to 7-11 in Mahwah cause there was nothing better to do at the time. ok..so this is where i get a little ridiculous..i was already in kind of a bad mood because Charles and Travis kept talking about being stoned and shit and that stuff bothers me. then you know..the jealous person that i am, Charles starts talking to Travis about some lady that was like such a milf or something so i was annoyed. so Terry shows up and he looked stoned to me, but Charles said he was just tired. whatever. so we`re at the 7-11 and who of all people calls Travis`s cell phone?..Brittney. now i know she has a boyfriend and stuff, but i was told awhile ago that she still has a thing for Charles or whatever. i dunno if it`s true or not, but it stays in the back of my head. now she called Travis to see if him and Charles wanted to go to her house to swim. so i flipped out. i mean i totally freaked the fuck out like there was no tomorrow. Charles hung up on her and then called her back to see what she had to say. so he goes and tells her i`m 'scared' and i feel 'threatened' by her. ok..wtf. you don`t tell someone that shit. keep that to yourself. that makes me look totally stupid. but whatever. so i talked to her and she tells me all three of us are invited to her house and i 'gave her an attitude' and told her 'no thanks.' so Charles was pissed that i`m a bitch or something so i called her back and said sorry and stuff. so after that of course me and Charles sat in his car for a long time and argued. but what else is new? after it was all fixed and whatever we went back to Travis`s house. me and Charles weren`t supposed to be there, especially me cause Trav`s grandma was there and she`s like old fashioned or something and is weird about girls being there or something. it was so funny omg. his grandma didn`t know hw was home so she called his cell and he`s in his room, so what does he do? he says, "ok grandma, i`ll be home at 10." lmfao..why didn`t he just tell her he was home? it was great. so him and Charles had to climb out of his bedroom window, down a tree, so they could walk in the front door. i was left in Trav`s room so they could find a way to get me out without her seeing me. that didn`t work. she was just sitting in the living room by the door looking around! so the only choice i had was to climb onto the roof and down the tree. i was in a skirt and flip flops and let`s just say i freaked out. i was sitting on the roof with Charles, like clinging to the roof for my life. i was in tears being terrified to climb down the tree. lmao. so they snuck me downstairs and Trav tried to distract his grandma. i just effing jetted out that front door and jumped into Charles`s care and we drove back to Charles`s house to get all the stuff together for what we were gonna go do next. so Charles got everything ready and at like 9:45 we went to a field behind a school where we could be alone and talk and stuff. it was my little surprise and it was great. he brought a blanket and pillows, candles, whipped cream, and chocolate covered strawberries. he gave me a beautiful necklace and ring that i absolutely love. we had a really good time. ;] we stayed there til 1:00am then we went back to his house and fell asleep in the living room. today we kinda got in trouble because Lori apparently knew we didn`t go to the movie and used some of the money she gave him for gas and she also thinks that we were drunk when we came back at 1:00 am but we honestly weren`t. lol, that`s the funny thing. all the other times if we ever came back drunk she never notices, but the one night we really aren`t, she accuses us of it. haha. so anyway, today we went and did a whole lot of nothing at Travis`s house. i got mad cause the second we got to Trav`s, Charles went right on the computer and played some game til we left at like 7:50. he like ignored me the entire time but swears he didn`t and stuff. uggh whatever. Emily called and i talked to her for a little bit. we`re better now so that`s cool. tomorrow we`re having some family bbq at my grandma`s house at like 2:00 so Charles is coming to that. i`m getting so used to seeing him everyday now. i`m gonna hate it when i can`t. i have to get it into my head that me and Charles have been together for 1 year now. we`ve made our mistakes and we`ve been through a lot, but that just makes us closer. the fact that we stayed together through everything just proves how much we care for eachother. i have to learn to not be so jealous of every other girl for no reason all the time. i`ve gotten get over what`s in the past and move on. and i`m trying hard. i really am. this is going to last. we`re gonna make it. <3
xo cait