May 31, 2005 23:04
home from Charles`s now. i went there on Sunday and came back today [Tuesday.] i miss him already but i`m on the phone with him now. =/ Sunday night he picked me up and we just hung out at his house. watched tv all night and stuff. then Monday, me and Charles drove to visit his grandma who is like super cool and has 3 baby kitties so we played with them for like ever. then we went and visited Travis for like an hour. he`s like sick and i think he got me sick. i hugged him goodbye and he like went into the kitchen to get a knife and he chased me all the way to the car with it. stupid Trav..then we went back to Charles`s house cause the family friends came over with their dozens of children and we had a Memorial Day bbq. it was cool. we took the bunch of kids to Finch park and played kick ball with them and had ice cream and it was just really cute. the one little girl Amber was like stuck to me all day. then her sister Tessie picked me flowers. i usually hate little kids, but these kids are cute. then when they left we did some of his homework and just like hung out and stuff. then today we got up all early and stuff so i could go to school with him, but his dick of a principal said since it was his first day back from suspention, he didn`t think it was a good idea for me to be there. so me and Charles went back to his house and he did more homework while i fell back asleep. after awhile i woke up cause he was effing staring at me while i was sleeping!! lol it was cute though. then me, him, and his parents went to visit his super cool grandma again and we played with the kitties, went to Wendy`s, and watched soap operas all day. then when we got back to his house he had to do more homework. [keep in mind, everytime we say we`re in his room doing homework, it`s more like the book is open on the side of the bed , and we`re not doing homework..haha..anyway]. then later we took walk around some massive buildings and had a really long talk. first we talked about the stuff that used to go on with me and Emily and stuff..then somehow we got into talking about what happened awhile ago with the whole Lisa and Danielle thing. it eventually turned into a fight which resulted in me crying for like the millionth time over the same things. and then somehow we brought up his ex girlfriend Brittney cause apparently she still has a thing for him even though she has a boyfriend or something. so ya..that pissed me off. but whatever..i`m gonna just sit back and let life go on..no more complaining about past shit..what`s done is done..no one can change the mistakes that have been made..he said he`s gonna change..so i`ll give my full faith and trust in him and let him change..everything will work out eventually. things are just hard sometimes. but we really love eachother so it`s gonna work. 11 months tomorrow!! oh man..almost 1 year..we`ve been through so much. tomorrow is our class trip to Dourney Park. it`s gonna be really fun. well i`m gonna go talk to Charles and try to sleep.
[the past 3 days Charles has made like all my meals for me lol. he`s my bitch. no no he just loves me too much. haha..]
oh and i cut Charles`s hair!! i`m so proud!!
xo cait