Nobody listens.
I think Ive just about had it. Im constantly used as a punching bag. Ive stated time and time again that i cant talk to my wife about this darkness that im in. Every time i mention anything, she brings up all of her problems instead of even listening to me. Now she just told me that next weekend shes leaving so she can give me some time alone. Not sure why anyone would think this is a good idea, leaving somebody who is depressed by themselves and being imcreasingly suicidal. Sometimes it just feels like she wants me to do it. Why else would someone continue to push someone else to the brink?