Apr 24, 2006 23:59
in a few weeks all be rid of my jobs and soon after that ill be gone. I dont know if i dont care or if it just hasnt hit me that im going to a place that ive never been before all alone.
Excitment?
Adventure?
ive been doin the same thing for a year now, I crave all these things. Most of you all are looking at me like im crazy goin all the way up there into what you believe is the middle of nowhere for a job. Am i that commited to this industry? Maybe. But if you all knew how much fun i had in it you wouldnt really wonder why im leaving. Leaving my friends. or whats left of them around here. My family and my jobs. Im so glad im leaving my jobs. They dont care how tired i am, no matter what they know ill be able to make the food right so they would just put me on till im dead. But now im doin it my way. The all or nothin way, what I wanna do.