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ladeeddaaaa. i haven't updated this thing in almost a year. thats so silly :] hahaha. but hmm. lets seee. still have a boyfriend. same one. comin up on our one year in like.. ooohhh 14 days. two weeks from today! AH! wow. thats so amazing. it's been a ridiculously long time. hmm. okay. so me and eddie fight all the time. but we're more in love than anyone you'll ever find in your whole life. thats pretty much our relationship in a nutshell :D taylor michelle perks is still and will always be my bfff. except theres becca too. and susie. aw susie. i miss her more than anything. i haven't seen her in like a year and a half. tahts so ridiculousss :( cause i always work and she has church and work and everything so neither of us really find time. we'll have to make time though. remind me to call her. although i doubt anyones gonna read this cause i never update so no one really gives a shit ;] i'll update my cute little xanga guy too. cauuuse she'll read that and we'll have to work something out. so happy feet comes out friday. i've been looking forward to that movie for six months. and i'm seeing it right after school so i have a chance to see it before work :]OH YEAH!i have a job. i work at mjr. for the past 6-7 months i've worked there and i've been a concessionist. and for some reason, the mix of all the smells and stuff is really getting to me and making me sick. so i'm switching to box office now. which i've heard is really boring, but they have chairs. so i'm straight :] hmm. what else? ew, this whole big thing happened with me and eddie and we broke up for a week. but that was like 5 months ago. we are super now. and i love him. and i hate girls that try to steal him. seriously wtf. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BITCHHHHH :] you're never gonna steal him away so give up you whore. find yourself another one. you had your chance, now back off before i'm forced to hurt youuu. hahaha. j/k. i'm not gonna hurt anyone. but i'll get really mad and if it gets bad enough then i probably will sock you hard across your shiny face. dont test me. it'll happen. and it'll hurt. man, i sound violent. i'm really not a violent person. i'm quite nice. well, i have my moments, but who doesn't. everyone has their bitchy days. even boys pms i suppose :D especially my boy. he's moodier than me! haha. not really. i bring it upon myself. but whatev. he and i need to stop fighting forreal. it's getting ridiculous and it's definitely not the kind of relationship i want to be in. i want a happy one. one where he will protect me, be super nice, be a gentleman, and care for me above all else. and he meets my standards usually. but when we fight it's like.. gah. it's bad. we like. scream and yell and what not. thats no fun thats for sure. but i love him. thats all that counts right? idk. i think so. i'd like your opinion. although ifyou disagree i'm not so sure you can change my mind unless you have amazing reasoning. which i doubt you will. just because no one can come up with a good enough excuse for that. cause edward bradley catenac is the most amazing man i have ever met in all of my days and i will die before i let anything come between us.

I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH BABYYY :D