Everything I do
Just isn't good enough. You join the military, friends and family support you, they even want to visit you. I join the military, I get laughed at and get sent to jail it seems, no visitors what so ever, no sign of family, nor friends. Why do they turn thier backs on me, or did I turn it on them. I had to get away from Jonesboro, yet all I did was bring more stress upon me. You get kicked out of military, friends and family support you. I decide not to make the cowardly desicion you made, I'm still hated and left alone. Is there any right choice for me, or is everything I do just not ever good enough. Should I re enlist, not sure anyone will notice, not even the family. Do they care? Who knows.. All I know is I am alone in this world, and i need to try and make the best of it. Any desicion is of my own free will, if family and friends don't support it, then They ARE no longer friends or family. So good bye to those who don't care, it's time to throw your weight off my shoulders and drown you in quick dry cement.