life.

[hard2pleaze]

okay, so things arent as bad as i think they are. atleast sometimes. like when you see wonderful people ( you know who you are.) and then when the world doesnt look so gray. mm i have a secret. almost no one knows, but i really dont know what to do... because, i dont want to be hurt and i dont want to set myself up for disaster. the secret is beautiful... like rain when its sunny out. mmmm what to do? i shall sleep now. because there, i will think about my life, and what will make it better.

20-1-13-9 my lucky numbers. ( needed some.)