starbucks
Jenny and I went to starbucks this afternoon. There were strange men that decided it was okay to comment on my PERSONAL conversation I was having with JENNY. NOT STRANGE ASIAN MAN AND HIS DOG AND CRONIES.
I'm tired of thinking about him. I wish it all just went away. Its not fair having to love someone when you're not with them anymore. As I'm saying all of this, I know that if life was easy, it wouldn't be worth it. Sometimes I just want to give up on everything. Like, can't I just go and party and have fun for a while. I want to know when I'm going to feel like everything I do has been for something, and that I've actually made it and I deserve a small break.
I'm slacking in one of my classes. but only one. Its my stupid human anatomy class. it makes me want to kill myself, not because its hard, but because its online and nothing makes any fucking sense. I'm going to take the first exam in a few minutes. hopefully I pass and don't get dropped from the class!
my little sister just got hired at my place of work. shes going to be a host.
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I'm tired of thinking about him. I wish it all just went away. Its not fair having to love someone when you're not with them anymore. As I'm saying all of this, I know that if life was easy, it wouldn't be worth it. Sometimes I just want to give up on everything. Like, can't I just go and party and have fun for a while. I want to know when I'm going to feel like everything I do has been for something, and that I've actually made it and I deserve a small break.
I'm slacking in one of my classes. but only one. Its my stupid human anatomy class. it makes me want to kill myself, not because its hard, but because its online and nothing makes any fucking sense. I'm going to take the first exam in a few minutes. hopefully I pass and don't get dropped from the class!
my little sister just got hired at my place of work. shes going to be a host.
<3