life in general, and lots of stomach stuff...
i realize i've developed a bad habit of trying to diagnose myself before i tell the doctor that i'm concerned about something (at which point i proceed to debate about symptoms with doctors). it looks like i have to go back to the gastroentrologist over fall break, since this stomach stuff only seems to be getting more complicated. i'm honestly at the point where i'm sleeping just to avoid stomach issues, which is awful for getting things done.
i really love yoga, and it makes me feel a lot better in general. i tried to do the shoulder stand today, although i couldn't bend enough and the teacher sort of freaked out and told me to go back to the bridge. i feel like i'm handling dept rep stuff really well, and i really feel like i've inherited my mom's legacy of pta-ness there. somebody suggested she should run for office recently and i think there's something to that
i really love having jeremy around again, i get random messages like yesterday's "and i love you" on my wall. i also really love how well i'm getting to know heather. but i miss talking to laur and wag and dane and jon and david and jenny all the time...i think it's largely my fault for not being on aim enough.
work has been killer this semester. i should be working on my cato paper. dr. hudgins has made all his deadlines the same time.
i'm living on coffee right now, which is atrocious for my stomach i realize, but i also know i need to be able to stay awake and i haven't been doing so well with just juice, water, and tea. i also have not been liking the taste of food, even food i know i like, which is interesting in light of a recent headline about people with eating disorders tasting food differently. damn, i need to stop trying to diagnose myself. it's just making this mess worse!
i really love yoga, and it makes me feel a lot better in general. i tried to do the shoulder stand today, although i couldn't bend enough and the teacher sort of freaked out and told me to go back to the bridge. i feel like i'm handling dept rep stuff really well, and i really feel like i've inherited my mom's legacy of pta-ness there. somebody suggested she should run for office recently and i think there's something to that
i really love having jeremy around again, i get random messages like yesterday's "and i love you" on my wall. i also really love how well i'm getting to know heather. but i miss talking to laur and wag and dane and jon and david and jenny all the time...i think it's largely my fault for not being on aim enough.
work has been killer this semester. i should be working on my cato paper. dr. hudgins has made all his deadlines the same time.
i'm living on coffee right now, which is atrocious for my stomach i realize, but i also know i need to be able to stay awake and i haven't been doing so well with just juice, water, and tea. i also have not been liking the taste of food, even food i know i like, which is interesting in light of a recent headline about people with eating disorders tasting food differently. damn, i need to stop trying to diagnose myself. it's just making this mess worse!