May 07, 2009 13:49
i let something happen i didn't directly ask for. if i wanted it i'd get it myself, instead in this case before me it presented itself. did so for quite sometime before i made moves in a way that it was comfortable to
'get the f away'. i could have just been vocal, spoke how i felt and made it stop. let me pause and recollect my thoughts, it's not about what i could have done to avoid it. i am just speaking in retrospect. i hate explaining so inconspicuously, stupid. whatever, you either get it, or more likely, you don't get it.