no need to read - just me being ... weird.

[harasarual]

So I think these stupid pills are making me ultra emotional and sensitive. i feel so aggitated sometimes. and i got upset last night over something that i really shouldn't have, and i feel horrible about it. it was stupid. and then, i just decided not to say anything because im afraid i might say something stupid, or it would come out wrong, or something. and then i cried - a lot more. but he still sat there, holding me. and i realized that there's nothing better than him. nothing. he means so much to me. and i have to suck it up and stop getting so worried, before i blow another thing out of proportion, and something happens. i couldn't let that happen.

but now...im all crampy. so im gunna go lay down for a bit longer.