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Imaxblossom: hi its amanda
Imaxblossom: whats up?
harah cookie: hey amanda... i didn't know if i should accept the message or not... i didn't know it was you
harah cookie: not a whole lot is up... i'm with out a car... so i can't go to work tomorrow
Imaxblossom: oh yikes! that sucks
harah cookie: yeah no kidding. the gas tank is leaking
harah cookie: AGAIN!!!
Imaxblossom: lol yeah i can see how that's a problem
harah cookie: yeah its a big problem... it was leaking worse than i bleed once a month lol
harah cookie: my car was bleeding to death! oh wait... that would be oil
Imaxblossom: lol you always did have a way of expressing things
Imaxblossom: so how is work anyways?
harah cookie: work is ok... i got to request some of my vacation time. i get 77 hours of paid vacation this year... BONUS!!!
harah cookie: getting paid for not coming to work is ALWAYS a good thing
Imaxblossom: lol that's awesome! i wish my job did that. work sucks so bad right now
harah cookie: why does work suck so bad?
harah cookie: i'm adding you to my friends list on my live journal
Imaxblossom: oh its just the pay. the moneys not very good. it didn't really bother me before but now there being unfair
harah cookie: that sucks a whole lot
Imaxblossom: we have to learn all these extra jobs and we're not getting paid more
Imaxblossom: plus there's this really lazy black guy. the company wanted to fire him cuz he's lazy but he took the company to court. now he gets paid more than everyone else and he gets mroe hours!
harah cookie: thats so stupid! he gets rewarded for being a lazy ass! thats a bunch of crapola
Imaxblossom: yeah. my buddy who works there is trying to stage a walkout. i might participate
harah cookie: yeah i would
harah cookie: thats just a bunch of .... arg.... everything is so agrivating recently.... things in my life and things in other people's lives.
Imaxblossom: its so funny. he's like "cmon there not gonna fire us! we'll just not come in to work for 3 days. if they dont negotiate we'll just go back to work like normal. it's foolproof"
Imaxblossom: what's wrong in yours?
harah cookie: nothing to be too concerned about. joe is just taking on the female role in the relationship. he is so clingy and he gets so bent out of shape when i hang out with mark. and i went to Cedar Point with Mark, Jeff, and Kelly... and when i got back Joe was all pissy... its not like i could've seen him if i had stayed home! the car was undrivable!!! what did he expect me to do... sit home all by myself just because that was what he was doing...
harah cookie: sorry... ranting again
Imaxblossom: no its ok
Imaxblossom: i haven't heard you vent in a while
Imaxblossom: boys are funny like that aren't they?
harah cookie: i didn't think that guys could get so clingy... i mean, isn't that the woman's job
Imaxblossom: traditionally
harah cookie: and i'm not clingy at all... i mean i was alittle at the beginning but i think my clingyness got on MY nerves so i stopped shortly
Imaxblossom: that's funny though that you wouldn't have seen him anyways and he still wanted you to stay
harah cookie: he's such a turd
harah cookie: i think he just doesn't like me hanging out with mark
Imaxblossom: i noticed lol that people switch a lot. the clingy one at first stops later on
Imaxblossom: why's that?
harah cookie: like as if i'm gonna leave him for mark... just cuz mark has a job and a car. mark and i have been best friends since the second grade and joe can kiss my ass if he thinks that i'll go EVERY day after work and come to his house for like a month, and not take a day to myself to hang out with some of my older friends
Imaxblossom: lol
Imaxblossom: you go girl!
Imaxblossom: yeah or you go over for a while, planning on leaving to do something with friends and there all like "no don't go. you can stay...."
harah cookie: there was one time where we had seen eachother for like 3 weeks straight and i was gonna come over and he told me that he just wanted to have some time to himself... he did this for 2 days. so i didn't come over for 2 days after that... and the 3rd day i brought people with me so we couldn't be alone... then the next day it was just me and he told me that he got the impression that i didn't want to be around him
Imaxblossom: what the.....?
Imaxblossom: lol
harah cookie: yeah
harah cookie: i think that boy needs to toughen up a little and kick that estrogen out of his system
harah cookie: he's really taking up too much of the feminie role
harah cookie: i'm feeling a little out of place
Imaxblossom: what would happen if you had a fem contest? try to ouit feminine him
harah cookie: i don't think i could do it... i get agrivated with myself when i get like that
harah cookie: it annoys the heck out of me
harah cookie: i'd rather just smack the shit out of him
Imaxblossom: you might have to be strong though
Imaxblossom: which would work better?
harah cookie: one would drive up my blood pressure and possibly give me a stoke... the other would just be messy
Imaxblossom: i'm not gonna ask which is which
harah cookie: messy would be smacking the shit out of him
Imaxblossom: lol. maybe it works though. i mean isn't that the manly way to go about it?
harah cookie: hahaha... but i'm trying to get him to be more manly... not me!!!
harah cookie: i oculd be manly enough for the both of us if i tried... but i don't want him getting all feminine on me
harah cookie: next thing i know hell turn gay or something lol
harah cookie: just kidding
Imaxblossom: well if your the manly one, it might work
Imaxblossom: even if he was gay
harah cookie: oh god... i don't even want to think about it
harah cookie: this is the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with, i don't even want to consider him being a homo
Imaxblossom: lol
harah cookie: rachel even noticed it... and she's only seen us together 3 times
harah cookie: or 4
Imaxblossom: thats pretty sad
harah cookie: yeah i know
Imaxblossom: he's still young right? theres hope left. maybe they have therapists for confused genders
harah cookie: he's 22
harah cookie: and he's not confused as far as gender.. hes just confused as far as his role
Imaxblossom signed off at 1:15:08 AM.
nothing like another woman's perspective to lighten the situation at hand.
always works like a charm
do they have professionals for that? is there someone to encourage him to like cars, g.i. joes and sports. and while their at it you could play house and with barbies. taht's what teaches gender roles you know
harah cookie: i did play with barbies... and G.I. joes
harah cookie: heeh
harah cookie: hehe
Imaxblossom: did they do it on the first date?
harah cookie: hehehehehe what?!?!?!?1
oh well...
i went with mark and jeff and kelly to Cedar Point on saturday.
not the most memorable experience i've ever had... but it was an experience.
rain in the morning when we got on the road.
jeff got pulled over.
when we finally got there... it was still raining
we decided to tough it out.
we hit random rides throughout the day, kelly and i got on the corkscrew, then me, mark and jeff went on the millenium force... and we got lunch, and went on the wicked twister.. which kelly didn't go on, and then we went on the raptor. while we were standing in line for the raptor.. the song by green day "time of your life" came on... and the whole line started singing along. it was like a bridge over a generational gap and it almost brought a tear to my eye.
after the raptor mark and jeff sprinted over to the new coaster... the Top Thrill Dragster... they stood inline for like 3 hours for a 20second ride... while kelly and i stood out in front of the ride, bored out of our minds waiting for them and freezeing out asses off. i looked at kelly at one point and her lips were blue she was so cold. finally they got off the ride... they loved it.
and we left.
the whole time we were there i kept thinking that i should call joe, but i couldn't find a quiet place to call from and my battery was dying.
when i got home he called before i had a chance to let my phone charge, and he was in a bad mood about not having a job and he was convince that he should go out of state because he would have better luck finding a job there. and he seemed upset that i had gone to cedar point... he kept saying that he hadn't heard from me all day but he didn't want to bother me while i was at cedar point.. mark made a good point, joe is my boyfriend... why would i be bothered by him calling, him calling just shows his concern for me. but yeah, he just had a major attitude, and mark and i were gonna come over to see him, but he copped out and went to bed. so mark and i were stuck just chillin at my house for a while. the next day i went out with nicole, joe called a couple times and then the time i called him he apologized for being such a dick the day before. all weekend my car was dead... the gas tank is leading agian... so i couldn't go see him on my own. shortly after i talked to him, i heard a car door slam outside and i stood up to look out the window... he was at my house! he had his mom bring him over to get me to bring me back to his house...
and he intended on having her drive me home later on that night.
nicole called it... booty call
nicole also ended up picking me up which was good because it gave me someone to talk to on the way home.
i called mark after i got home, he ended up coming over around 1am... he stayed until like 2:30
i went to be around 3.
then today, mom and dad evidently took the car in to be fixed... but we haven't heard anything from them so i'm not gonna have a ride to work tomorrow. and i prolly wouldn't have a ride home either... so i have to call off work in the morning... i hope they understand. I'M NOT TRYING TO SCREW THEM OVER... its not my fault the car is a piece of crap!!! i was preoccupied most of the day, i got up at 11, didn't talk to joe until after 2 and then i talked to mark, and we decided to play pool while we were there joe called... but he didn't sound too out of shape about me and mark being out together, and then we went to Bishop park, i called joe because i was trying to figure out a way to work and i figured that Keisha would be the best way to go, so i figured that i could stay at joe's and have keisha pick me up there, joe seemed a little put out at the fact that mark and i were at bishop park together, but he said i could stay the night if i wanted. so i got keisha's # from mom and i tried to call her... but no body answered... i tried again when i got home... still no answere... so i leave a message. joe calls to see if i'm still coming over... i told him the delema about not being able to reach keisha... and that i'd prolly still come over but that i would call him if anything changed. mark said he'd drive me to work, but i knew that would enrage joe... oh no, i'm gonna get a ride from mark rather than come out to see you... oh no. but then i realized that i prolly wouldn't have a ride home from work so there was really no point in me going out there unless i wanted to sleep there.. which i don't so i called joe and i told him that i wasn't going to work in the morning and that i should really stay home because my mom would prolly need my help when it came to picking up the car in the afternoon. he didn't seem to happy about that. he wanted to know if mark was still here... and i told him that yes mark was still here, but that was because mark was gonna give me a ride to joe's house and he was waiting for me to decide whether i was gonna go still or not. that seemed to apease him somewhat.
oh well, whatever.
why is he so clingy!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Imaxblossom: whats up?
harah cookie: hey amanda... i didn't know if i should accept the message or not... i didn't know it was you
harah cookie: not a whole lot is up... i'm with out a car... so i can't go to work tomorrow
Imaxblossom: oh yikes! that sucks
harah cookie: yeah no kidding. the gas tank is leaking
harah cookie: AGAIN!!!
Imaxblossom: lol yeah i can see how that's a problem
harah cookie: yeah its a big problem... it was leaking worse than i bleed once a month lol
harah cookie: my car was bleeding to death! oh wait... that would be oil
Imaxblossom: lol you always did have a way of expressing things
Imaxblossom: so how is work anyways?
harah cookie: work is ok... i got to request some of my vacation time. i get 77 hours of paid vacation this year... BONUS!!!
harah cookie: getting paid for not coming to work is ALWAYS a good thing
Imaxblossom: lol that's awesome! i wish my job did that. work sucks so bad right now
harah cookie: why does work suck so bad?
harah cookie: i'm adding you to my friends list on my live journal
Imaxblossom: oh its just the pay. the moneys not very good. it didn't really bother me before but now there being unfair
harah cookie: that sucks a whole lot
Imaxblossom: we have to learn all these extra jobs and we're not getting paid more
Imaxblossom: plus there's this really lazy black guy. the company wanted to fire him cuz he's lazy but he took the company to court. now he gets paid more than everyone else and he gets mroe hours!
harah cookie: thats so stupid! he gets rewarded for being a lazy ass! thats a bunch of crapola
Imaxblossom: yeah. my buddy who works there is trying to stage a walkout. i might participate
harah cookie: yeah i would
harah cookie: thats just a bunch of .... arg.... everything is so agrivating recently.... things in my life and things in other people's lives.
Imaxblossom: its so funny. he's like "cmon there not gonna fire us! we'll just not come in to work for 3 days. if they dont negotiate we'll just go back to work like normal. it's foolproof"
Imaxblossom: what's wrong in yours?
harah cookie: nothing to be too concerned about. joe is just taking on the female role in the relationship. he is so clingy and he gets so bent out of shape when i hang out with mark. and i went to Cedar Point with Mark, Jeff, and Kelly... and when i got back Joe was all pissy... its not like i could've seen him if i had stayed home! the car was undrivable!!! what did he expect me to do... sit home all by myself just because that was what he was doing...
harah cookie: sorry... ranting again
Imaxblossom: no its ok
Imaxblossom: i haven't heard you vent in a while
Imaxblossom: boys are funny like that aren't they?
harah cookie: i didn't think that guys could get so clingy... i mean, isn't that the woman's job
Imaxblossom: traditionally
harah cookie: and i'm not clingy at all... i mean i was alittle at the beginning but i think my clingyness got on MY nerves so i stopped shortly
Imaxblossom: that's funny though that you wouldn't have seen him anyways and he still wanted you to stay
harah cookie: he's such a turd
harah cookie: i think he just doesn't like me hanging out with mark
Imaxblossom: i noticed lol that people switch a lot. the clingy one at first stops later on
Imaxblossom: why's that?
harah cookie: like as if i'm gonna leave him for mark... just cuz mark has a job and a car. mark and i have been best friends since the second grade and joe can kiss my ass if he thinks that i'll go EVERY day after work and come to his house for like a month, and not take a day to myself to hang out with some of my older friends
Imaxblossom: lol
Imaxblossom: you go girl!
Imaxblossom: yeah or you go over for a while, planning on leaving to do something with friends and there all like "no don't go. you can stay...."
harah cookie: there was one time where we had seen eachother for like 3 weeks straight and i was gonna come over and he told me that he just wanted to have some time to himself... he did this for 2 days. so i didn't come over for 2 days after that... and the 3rd day i brought people with me so we couldn't be alone... then the next day it was just me and he told me that he got the impression that i didn't want to be around him
Imaxblossom: what the.....?
Imaxblossom: lol
harah cookie: yeah
harah cookie: i think that boy needs to toughen up a little and kick that estrogen out of his system
harah cookie: he's really taking up too much of the feminie role
harah cookie: i'm feeling a little out of place
Imaxblossom: what would happen if you had a fem contest? try to ouit feminine him
harah cookie: i don't think i could do it... i get agrivated with myself when i get like that
harah cookie: it annoys the heck out of me
harah cookie: i'd rather just smack the shit out of him
Imaxblossom: you might have to be strong though
Imaxblossom: which would work better?
harah cookie: one would drive up my blood pressure and possibly give me a stoke... the other would just be messy
Imaxblossom: i'm not gonna ask which is which
harah cookie: messy would be smacking the shit out of him
Imaxblossom: lol. maybe it works though. i mean isn't that the manly way to go about it?
harah cookie: hahaha... but i'm trying to get him to be more manly... not me!!!
harah cookie: i oculd be manly enough for the both of us if i tried... but i don't want him getting all feminine on me
harah cookie: next thing i know hell turn gay or something lol
harah cookie: just kidding
Imaxblossom: well if your the manly one, it might work
Imaxblossom: even if he was gay
harah cookie: oh god... i don't even want to think about it
harah cookie: this is the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with, i don't even want to consider him being a homo
Imaxblossom: lol
harah cookie: rachel even noticed it... and she's only seen us together 3 times
harah cookie: or 4
Imaxblossom: thats pretty sad
harah cookie: yeah i know
Imaxblossom: he's still young right? theres hope left. maybe they have therapists for confused genders
harah cookie: he's 22
harah cookie: and he's not confused as far as gender.. hes just confused as far as his role
Imaxblossom signed off at 1:15:08 AM.
nothing like another woman's perspective to lighten the situation at hand.
always works like a charm
do they have professionals for that? is there someone to encourage him to like cars, g.i. joes and sports. and while their at it you could play house and with barbies. taht's what teaches gender roles you know
harah cookie: i did play with barbies... and G.I. joes
harah cookie: heeh
harah cookie: hehe
Imaxblossom: did they do it on the first date?
harah cookie: hehehehehe what?!?!?!?1
oh well...
i went with mark and jeff and kelly to Cedar Point on saturday.
not the most memorable experience i've ever had... but it was an experience.
rain in the morning when we got on the road.
jeff got pulled over.
when we finally got there... it was still raining
we decided to tough it out.
we hit random rides throughout the day, kelly and i got on the corkscrew, then me, mark and jeff went on the millenium force... and we got lunch, and went on the wicked twister.. which kelly didn't go on, and then we went on the raptor. while we were standing in line for the raptor.. the song by green day "time of your life" came on... and the whole line started singing along. it was like a bridge over a generational gap and it almost brought a tear to my eye.
after the raptor mark and jeff sprinted over to the new coaster... the Top Thrill Dragster... they stood inline for like 3 hours for a 20second ride... while kelly and i stood out in front of the ride, bored out of our minds waiting for them and freezeing out asses off. i looked at kelly at one point and her lips were blue she was so cold. finally they got off the ride... they loved it.
and we left.
the whole time we were there i kept thinking that i should call joe, but i couldn't find a quiet place to call from and my battery was dying.
when i got home he called before i had a chance to let my phone charge, and he was in a bad mood about not having a job and he was convince that he should go out of state because he would have better luck finding a job there. and he seemed upset that i had gone to cedar point... he kept saying that he hadn't heard from me all day but he didn't want to bother me while i was at cedar point.. mark made a good point, joe is my boyfriend... why would i be bothered by him calling, him calling just shows his concern for me. but yeah, he just had a major attitude, and mark and i were gonna come over to see him, but he copped out and went to bed. so mark and i were stuck just chillin at my house for a while. the next day i went out with nicole, joe called a couple times and then the time i called him he apologized for being such a dick the day before. all weekend my car was dead... the gas tank is leading agian... so i couldn't go see him on my own. shortly after i talked to him, i heard a car door slam outside and i stood up to look out the window... he was at my house! he had his mom bring him over to get me to bring me back to his house...
and he intended on having her drive me home later on that night.
nicole called it... booty call
nicole also ended up picking me up which was good because it gave me someone to talk to on the way home.
i called mark after i got home, he ended up coming over around 1am... he stayed until like 2:30
i went to be around 3.
then today, mom and dad evidently took the car in to be fixed... but we haven't heard anything from them so i'm not gonna have a ride to work tomorrow. and i prolly wouldn't have a ride home either... so i have to call off work in the morning... i hope they understand. I'M NOT TRYING TO SCREW THEM OVER... its not my fault the car is a piece of crap!!! i was preoccupied most of the day, i got up at 11, didn't talk to joe until after 2 and then i talked to mark, and we decided to play pool while we were there joe called... but he didn't sound too out of shape about me and mark being out together, and then we went to Bishop park, i called joe because i was trying to figure out a way to work and i figured that Keisha would be the best way to go, so i figured that i could stay at joe's and have keisha pick me up there, joe seemed a little put out at the fact that mark and i were at bishop park together, but he said i could stay the night if i wanted. so i got keisha's # from mom and i tried to call her... but no body answered... i tried again when i got home... still no answere... so i leave a message. joe calls to see if i'm still coming over... i told him the delema about not being able to reach keisha... and that i'd prolly still come over but that i would call him if anything changed. mark said he'd drive me to work, but i knew that would enrage joe... oh no, i'm gonna get a ride from mark rather than come out to see you... oh no. but then i realized that i prolly wouldn't have a ride home from work so there was really no point in me going out there unless i wanted to sleep there.. which i don't so i called joe and i told him that i wasn't going to work in the morning and that i should really stay home because my mom would prolly need my help when it came to picking up the car in the afternoon. he didn't seem to happy about that. he wanted to know if mark was still here... and i told him that yes mark was still here, but that was because mark was gonna give me a ride to joe's house and he was waiting for me to decide whether i was gonna go still or not. that seemed to apease him somewhat.
oh well, whatever.
why is he so clingy!?!?!?!?!?!?!?