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today= went and bought a bag of sour patch kids, a bag of blow pops, and a bag of jolly ranchers with allison. we went back there and ate them... yum, that's all i have to say.
later today= allison came over, then we took a little hike, on the way we found a SUPER SMALL baby deer on the side of the trail laying there so i called up emily and jared and they came. jared picked it up and right when were getting to the house momma deer decides she is going to come and save her baby (we didnt think it had a mommy) but it came and we then let it go, Jared wanted to keep it thought so after the momma left he went back to find it but couldn't. interesting
Not gunna lie, i hate getting upset,
but who doesnt!
there are just soo many things that make me think about it.
i try not to, but one thing after another makes my mind shift to it.
and everytime i DO think about it, it's like i get into this zone where i just wish that no one and nothing existed
the whole situation is rediculous.
it meant the least but it took the most of me.
i kind of wish it would have never happened
but i learned something from it.
and besides... everything happens for a reason.
after a certain someone a while back i decided never to let myself really like and get attatched to anyone ever again
but then i broke my little compromise... and this is where it took me.
funny how sometimes you end up right where you dont't want to be.
I am just glad that i have my best friends!
and i suppose thats really all that matters
and the fact i am hanging out with Allison again is great.
it makes things a whole lot better
because she doesn't care at all how annoying, pointless, wrong, stupid, and boring my rambling is
she always has a way to help me see the brighter side of things
i also am missing Rhiannon like never before!
Rhiannon i just wish you never would have moved...
that or you could just move back!
i love you Reeces Pieces!
well folks, that's all she wrote
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Amanda