Day 8
Last night was prom... yeah yeah, it was fine...
But here's what's important:
Mom is not going to make it. The doctor told us this morning, that her liver is damaged, and the cancer is everywhere. Also that there is nothing we can do... just nothing. He said that what he does want to do is just make her last days as comfortable as possible, but that she could go at any time, not any day, any time.
We called the American Red Cross today, and they tracked down Wylee. We talked to him today and told him everything as easily as we could. Everyone is a mess. Wylee is in Iraq, but he is on the first flight(s) to Charlotte. Dad wants to keep mom alive just until Wylee can get here and say goodbye. After our whole family will be here, in this hospital room, all together for one last time, we have nothing to do but let her go.
Dad says she'll go with God, he has not been well at all. He has been the worst out of all of us.
I'm actually glad my aunts are here now. I'm so glad that we can just have as much family as possible here to hear the news and say goodbye properly.
So... 19 years old and saying goodbye to my mother, that sounds bad? Jenifer is only 17.
I will continue to pray for my mom, I want her to stay. I'm glad that I've been writting these past few days down in here. I know that this is helping me. Also it will mean a lot to me to remember my feelings, and how it all happened. I love my mom very much, she was loved by a lot of people... and she had the same amount of people to love her back
I will miss her, and life without her will be very, very hard.
But here's what's important:
Mom is not going to make it. The doctor told us this morning, that her liver is damaged, and the cancer is everywhere. Also that there is nothing we can do... just nothing. He said that what he does want to do is just make her last days as comfortable as possible, but that she could go at any time, not any day, any time.
We called the American Red Cross today, and they tracked down Wylee. We talked to him today and told him everything as easily as we could. Everyone is a mess. Wylee is in Iraq, but he is on the first flight(s) to Charlotte. Dad wants to keep mom alive just until Wylee can get here and say goodbye. After our whole family will be here, in this hospital room, all together for one last time, we have nothing to do but let her go.
Dad says she'll go with God, he has not been well at all. He has been the worst out of all of us.
I'm actually glad my aunts are here now. I'm so glad that we can just have as much family as possible here to hear the news and say goodbye properly.
So... 19 years old and saying goodbye to my mother, that sounds bad? Jenifer is only 17.
I will continue to pray for my mom, I want her to stay. I'm glad that I've been writting these past few days down in here. I know that this is helping me. Also it will mean a lot to me to remember my feelings, and how it all happened. I love my mom very much, she was loved by a lot of people... and she had the same amount of people to love her back
I will miss her, and life without her will be very, very hard.