whaaat?!
Thought I'd post for fun. I don't even remember the last thing I posted, but I remember I posted it right before I made a myspace page..that started a new chapter of online drama, eh? Damn top friends thing..
Just got back from Kansas..mom and her boyfriend picked me up. There's some small part of my mind that is weirded out that mom is with some guy besides my dad, but since I haven't seen her and Stephen fight once, it's all good. Of course, that's probably because he doesn't live in the same state as her. I would think mom would be a bit more sympathetic towards my relationship since she's also in a long distance one, but Stephen visits so often that I don't think she really feels the way I do. Plus, she's more independent than me anyway. I always thought I'd be a more independent person...back when I just graduated high school(which seems like it's been longer than it actually has been), I figured when I turned 30, I'd be a lonely artist in an apartment with 20 cats, drawing comics. Naked. The whole meeting someone over the internet thing was a weird turn of events. (I'm kinda glad Kent doesn't know about LJ, haha..) I was almost joking when I said "we should meet" to Kent..almost..me and him had a connection, of course..as strong of a connection as one can be through emails and IMs..but it just seemed so ridiculous for me to actually go through with it. Meet someone who's 9 years older..and then I met him and thought "well yep, he's just as nerdy as I thought.." Man it was tough being around him and my friends..I had to get used to him all by myself, first. He was pretty different from everyone I've known..aside from quoting Family Guy and movies. A lot of things about him make me laugh...he makes me laugh more when he's not trying, which is probably bad for his sake. XD In fact when he's trying to make me laugh I usually just roll my eyes at him. But anyway, I got completely sidetracked..falling in love with him really changed me. That image of me and 20 cats was gone forever and replaced with an image of me getting fat on a couch and being pampered. ;) That guy really does spoil me. I better enjoy it now in case it changes after we're married.
The whole moving thing is tough..no one besides Kent and I really like the idea, anyway. Well actually his parents are happy with it..and his roommates...okay, everyone I know from California isn't too happy with it. I wish I could stay here and Kent could move and we can get a little apartment together, but it really isn't possible. The cost of living out here is..unlivable, which..doesn't make sense, but it's true. I'm mad that he's broke, I'm mad that I don't have a lot of money saved..and I'm mad that I have to leave my friends and family. But this is the only real solution to ending the long distance part of our relationship.
...but I am planning on having a full-blown southern accent. And I'll wear overalls all the time.
Just got back from Kansas..mom and her boyfriend picked me up. There's some small part of my mind that is weirded out that mom is with some guy besides my dad, but since I haven't seen her and Stephen fight once, it's all good. Of course, that's probably because he doesn't live in the same state as her. I would think mom would be a bit more sympathetic towards my relationship since she's also in a long distance one, but Stephen visits so often that I don't think she really feels the way I do. Plus, she's more independent than me anyway. I always thought I'd be a more independent person...back when I just graduated high school(which seems like it's been longer than it actually has been), I figured when I turned 30, I'd be a lonely artist in an apartment with 20 cats, drawing comics. Naked. The whole meeting someone over the internet thing was a weird turn of events. (I'm kinda glad Kent doesn't know about LJ, haha..) I was almost joking when I said "we should meet" to Kent..almost..me and him had a connection, of course..as strong of a connection as one can be through emails and IMs..but it just seemed so ridiculous for me to actually go through with it. Meet someone who's 9 years older..and then I met him and thought "well yep, he's just as nerdy as I thought.." Man it was tough being around him and my friends..I had to get used to him all by myself, first. He was pretty different from everyone I've known..aside from quoting Family Guy and movies. A lot of things about him make me laugh...he makes me laugh more when he's not trying, which is probably bad for his sake. XD In fact when he's trying to make me laugh I usually just roll my eyes at him. But anyway, I got completely sidetracked..falling in love with him really changed me. That image of me and 20 cats was gone forever and replaced with an image of me getting fat on a couch and being pampered. ;) That guy really does spoil me. I better enjoy it now in case it changes after we're married.
The whole moving thing is tough..no one besides Kent and I really like the idea, anyway. Well actually his parents are happy with it..and his roommates...okay, everyone I know from California isn't too happy with it. I wish I could stay here and Kent could move and we can get a little apartment together, but it really isn't possible. The cost of living out here is..unlivable, which..doesn't make sense, but it's true. I'm mad that he's broke, I'm mad that I don't have a lot of money saved..and I'm mad that I have to leave my friends and family. But this is the only real solution to ending the long distance part of our relationship.
...but I am planning on having a full-blown southern accent. And I'll wear overalls all the time.